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A New Beginning (Again?)
Every now and then we realize that something about ourselves isn’t quite right. So how do we address this problem? With change. All we can do is change the ingredients and hope for a more successful outcome. Every time I sit and reflect on myself, I discover something new that needs to be done away with. I feel like I’ll never be satisfied with who I am as a person. And if I’m not satisfied with me, how is it possible that another human being could be? Especially given the fact that they couldn’t possibly share the intimate knowledge of myself that I possess. So again, after much reflection, (or perhaps not so much) I have decided that there is still more to improve upon (obviously) and there most certainly always will be. The next step I’m taking in my life may be a bit radical, but I have judged it to be my best option. Joining the military. Something I told myself and anybody who would listen that I’d never do. Well, the thing is, you never know what you are going to do. And when you’re hanging by a thread, you’re going to grab the first hand that reaches down to save you. So I’m setting my personal beliefs and pride aside to do what needs to be done, because it is what needs to be done.