July 2011
1 post
May 2011
3 posts
Feeling Down
Sitting in the woods with a few familiar faces, the world tries to flee. I hold on for dear life and my brain fights to hold on the way a person fights for air when they are drowning and can’t swim. I’m not letting go this time, but everything changes in moments and suddenly I’m in a box. My skin tugs and pulls, like it wants to go somewhere without me. Slipping in and out of my...
April 2011
15 posts
Story of My Life.
Another perfect moment passes me by, and there is no one around to share it with. The right music can make any image beautiful. Wish you were here.
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Confusion Kills
I’ve always had problems with love in one way or another. Either I can’t find it when I want it, or it finds me when I don’t want anything to do with it. I try so hard to love just one person, but my heart has the tendency of opening up to multiple people at once. I care so deeply for so many people, and for so many different reasons. It’s become difficult for me to siphon...
About me.
I enjoy writing and reading.
Bukowski and Palahniuk make up my library.
Modest Mouse and Circa Survive, together have written the soundtrack of my life.
I’m afraid of birds. Especially large ones.
I prefer night to day, and rain to sunshine.
Fall is my favorite season.
I exercise all throughout the day.
I think too much for most people, but for me it’s not enough.
I drink only...
Second Chance Part II
Walking through my mind
Searching for the words to say
No matter where I go
A part of me will always stay.
I’m sorry for the silence
I never know, but I’m trying
So please don’t go
or I might end up dieing.
Is another second chance
really to much to ask?
Just look toward the future
and forget about our past.
How can you go?
Please explain to me how.
How did you do...
Coping
I used to be the center
Now I’m lost in outer space
Drifting further from your warmth
Sinking deeper into place
Goodbye, brand new me
the old is here to stay
I was never good at change
But I’m trying anyway
That bitter breakup taste
Still lingers in my mouth
And all I ever wanted
Was for you to hear me out.
That bitter breakup taste
forever lingers in my mouth
And all...
A New Beginning (Again?)
Every now and then we realize that something about ourselves isn’t quite right. So how do we address this problem? With change. All we can do is change the ingredients and hope for a more successful outcome. Every time I sit and reflect on myself, I discover something new that needs to be done away with. I feel like I’ll never be satisfied with who I am as a person. And if I’m...
An Existential Thought
Hoplessness and absurdity permeate the entirety of our existences. We wake up every morning, look in the mirror and ignore the disgusting creatures that we have become. Never paying attention to our own transformations, we focus on the change in circumstance. But we are ourselves and our circumstances. Is life really without meaning? Without purpose? What happens when one realizes that there are...
“The person you love and the person who loves you, are never the same.”